i still believe that you were a reason to fight for

made in flickuboy module of flickgame

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i don’t know, i took this from the concept where as kids we’re taught so badly to believe (in living? in a deity? in a cause?)

it starts years later with the burden of reality comes
when all those things click into place
a lost vcr played in an existential bout
i still believe that maybe i fought for something
maybe it could have started earlier if the *click* came about never with them at all. i think that’s the way it would have worked, like — if they hadn’t pushed me to know about it i would have discovered myself.
[like how it’s better for some ideals to just never be in your life]

it’s a bad night